I hate you

I cant believe you could just leave me. Just let me go like that. Do I really mean that little to you? You told me you love me but now I see that is impossible. If you love someone you don’t treat them like this. It kills me what you have put me through. I have no closure. You played me. You used me. You are the scum of the earth. People like you will never be happy, will never settle. I deserve better than this. A phone call. FUCK YOU. 9 months of my life was wasted on you. It makes me sick that I gave you heart and then you could throw it away so easily, move on so easily. I will always regret loving you. I let down my wall. You never did, you let me believe you did, kept everything to yourself, and then just shrugged me off like an old, used, worn jacket. All I want to do to is love you, and be with you but you don’t want to be with me. You don’t want to be my boyfriend. You have been playing me so long. I never believed that you loved me, I am so grateful that I was right, I was never surprised. I hate you. I hate the way you make me feel. How you treated me, and how you could just move on like nothing happened. Like I never existed.

Goodbye Forever,

Graeme